The psalm starts off so well. It’s a well-written acrostic meaning that every line begins with a subsequent letter of the Hebrew alphabet. And I was really provoked in my thinking through it.
We are given one of the heavenly mission statements and that is to proclaim to the next generation the ways of God. In particular His greatness, His goodness, His righteousness and His power (v. 6-7,11). As I was pondering how someone would do that and what in particular they would do, my eyes fell on a book. This book tells the amazing story of how the largest missionary organization in the world was birthed. It tells of His goodness, His righteousness and His power.
And I began to think what about my life? Not that I would write a book because people only read those things if you’re a great writer or have done something great. And even that isn’t sufficient anymore as people by and large have trouble reading books with their attention spans being greatly thwarted by re-training of youtube and now Tiktok.
So do we proclaim His goodness to the next generation? Still pondering that.
Then this stood out to me also.
“All you have made will thank you, LORD” (Ps 145:10).
That’s really a beautiful verse. His power and goodness are so great that all creation will thank him.
So everything is going along nicely and then I read a section that poses a challenge, a provocation to the heart.
14 The Lord upholds all who fall
and lifts up all who are bowed down.
15 The eyes of all look to you,
and you give them their food at the proper time.
16 You open your hand
and satisfy the desires of every living thing.
17 The Lord is righteous in all his ways
and faithful in all he does.
18 The Lord is near to all who call on him,
to all who call on him in truth.
19 He fulfills the desires of those who fear him;
he hears their cry and saves them.
20 The Lord watches over all who love him,
but all the wicked he will destroy.
Maybe that’s an easy one for others to rejoice and then praise the LORD. But for me, I have to confess it caused a pause. Perhaps it’s that word “all” that is used over and over and over. Read it again and see all the “all’s” and “every’s.”
And then there is this:
Especially v. 16. “You open your hand and satisfy the desires of every living thing…”
And v. 19. “He fulfills the desires of those who fear him…”
One thing I’ve struggled with throughout my life is the disappointment of not having the deepest desires of my heart fulfilled. Decade after decade passes. What’s worse is people sense and feel that disappointment in my life. I hate it. I wish it wasn’t there. I try not to be disappointed but still it lurks.
I was encouraged by this post today by someone who recently lost her husband:
There are times when things don’t go the way we had hoped. Disappointment enters in. We can become sad, even burdened down by unfulfilled hopes. It’s happened to me at times – and I’m sure it’s happened to many of you.
During a recent time of disappointment, I was reminded of this verse from Proverbs 17:22 – “A merry heart does good, like medicine, but a broken spirit dries the bones.” I didn’t want my disappointed, broken spirit to dry me up! I realized that the “medicine” I needed for my disappointment was to turn my heart in worship to the Lord. I needed to be “merry” in Him. I needed to rest in the joy of the Lord that is my help and strength.
As I changed my disappointment focus to worshipping the Lord – everything changed. My attitude of choosing worship helped heal my heart. The clouds of disappointment lifted. My perspective changed from me to the Lord.
Many medical doctors have acknowledged that a positive outlook even helps with physical healing. My oncologist once told me that hope and a positive outlook can be the difference between surviving or not making it. Medicine helps, but it’s not enough. What’s in our hearts impacts us in every way.
“Be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
“The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18
“Give your burdens to the Lord, and He will take care of you. He will not permit the Godly to slip and fall.” Psalm 55:22
“For I can do all things through Christ, who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:13
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